yes yes? anybody here

yes? anybody here? haha

== lonG time din come and update and clean this house, don't know isn't still have people came to here and find me?

hehe ~ if yes , just leave some comment and let me know la =)

被遗忘~

慢慢的开始遗忘这个家,人们都说人是贪新厌旧的，看来我也是吧 ~ 哈哈

我的新家 - http://www.wretch.cc/blog/MiKE7LIM

07月05日- 07月14日= 橙色 *

＊橙色＊
你總會對自己做過的事付責任，亦很懂得怎樣待人接物。你常常給自己定下很多目標和競爭對象。你很難去相信別人，包括你的朋友，但當你認為他是可信的話，你將會把他當成永遠的知己。

一个没有期待的生日

19岁了~ 昨天刚刚19岁。 一个我没去期待或存有期望的生日，当然是过得平凡一些。其实也不会过得很平凡啦~毕竟也收到整2~3十个朋友的祝福，真是出乎我的意料之外~ hahaX 生日没庆祝不会失望吗？ 其实根本就没打算怎样去庆祝~毕竟大多朋友都不在家乡。只有我一个人因为假期，所以呆在家。 生日的那一整天~我看完了一部戏剧。一部感染我而让我心情低落的香港戏剧~haha 什么戏呢？ 就是 - 最美丽的第7天 不知你们看过没有,对这部戏的看法又是怎样？

信心崩溃了

最近的我~心情都不是很好。怎么这么说呢？其实我自己也不知道


只是觉得做什么都碍手碍脚，没了以前的灵活。 开始失去了对自己的信心。

真得不知为什么，忽然感觉前途茫然，自己就像一只迷失了方向兼失去了信心的绵羊。

忽然有种失落的感觉~ 感觉自己很失败。

以为自己什么都是~结果什么都是相反的。




可能会有段时间都不会来update blog了~

I don't know what is - LOVE !

What is love? what is the feeling? Can anyone tell me?

I start to confuse with the word- LOVE, meaning in my mind. I don't know how to love, don't know what is love and also who to love T.T

I start make myself confuse friendship and love. Isn't a very close friend can be your lover? Or you should choose a new person who you had the "feeling" with to love?

Should i try to love again? should i?

love is just so simple? or need to include everything? like family, status, money, friends and others person opinion?

I lost my way in -LOVE-.

李圣杰-擦肩而过

我爱着谁，爱到我有点醉 告诉我你是谁，能够把我让我变不对 你不会累，但我却爱你爱得好累 从没有为了谁，不顾安危付出一切 站在这平衡点，我还是觉得有点危险 或许是看不见，只能够靠感觉 他不会是个好男人，也不会是个好情人 你对我说我们只是擦肩而过，好的男人有那么多 少了他的日子也能过，我不会再让你寂寞 也不会让你更难过，你听我说要好好学着去生活 就算未来有多少错，至少还有我的问候 我的温柔陪你度过 你听我说，你不要这么做 你不要看着我，说你已经知道怎么做 你很难受，我愿意陪你一起承受 只要你不怕痛，再多坎坷我都陪你走 站在这平衡点，我还是觉得有点危险 或许是看不见，只能够靠感觉 他不会是个好男人 也不会是个好情人 你对我说我们只是擦肩而过，好的男人有那么多 少了他的日子也能过，我不会再让你寂寞 也不会让你更难过，你听我说要好好学着去生活 就算未来有多少错，至少还有我的问候 我的温柔陪你度过，他不会是个好男人 也不会是个好情人，你对我说我们只是擦肩而过 好的男人有那么多，少了他的日子也能过 我不会再让你寂寞，也不会让你更难过 你听我说要好好学着去生活 就算未来有多少错，至少还有我的问候 我的温柔陪你度过，就算未来有多少错 至少还有我的问候，我的温柔陪你度过

我-自以为是

“你是最好的！你知道吗？你要相信我，你是最好的！”

哈哈
相信你们都听过吧~ 一句非常有powerful or轻易骗过人的话 :p

问什么我这样讲呢? haha

因为我认为~只要你这么认为。。。 你就可能会自以为是 =.=!!!

我-自以为是。

自小被灌输自己是最好的，所以常常觉得其他人不够好。为什么会酱呢？可能我是一个完美主义者吧！ T.T

事事都求完美，其实真得还活得蛮有压力，蛮辛苦的。

为何我会说自己是自大的人呢？ 就以打球而言~总觉得自己打得不错下，跟一班uncle打球都会觉得自己很厉害T.T

其实自己并不厉害，使他们差？ =.=!!! hahaX

有这个可能性~ =p 因为当我跟其他人打球时，才发现原来自己有多差 ^^

这是不是叫做“一山还有一山高？” haha 开始转一个圈称赞自己了^^

其实呢，有时候晚上睡不着时，都会再床上反复的思索的自己到底是一个怎样的人 T.T

有时候真得不知道自己心里在想着什么。

自己的水准去到哪里，其实自己心里有数，可是每次都会安慰自己，说那不是真的。其实自己是接受不了现实吧~

写到这里~ 我也不知道自己写着什么了~ T.T haiz

失去方向的我~未来会是真么的呢？ 一个不知道自己要什么的人，会成功吗？T.T

忽然感觉压力重重 @.@

不要为了寂寞去恋爱！

不要为了寂寞去恋爱！
可能你会认为这不是什么大问题吧~

我只能说~等你想通时

后悔已经来不及了！ =）

珍惜当下的每一个人~每一件事~每一份每一秒。

现实是残酷的~

忽然有感而发~ 所以决定把他写下来。

其实很久以前就已经听过这句话- 现实是残酷的。 只是我一直没能体会到其中的道理

最经几年，生活圈子扩大了，朋友多了，看到的东西自然也多了。虽然我算是一名蛮blur的人~可是那只是在某某事务上，有些时候有些事情我还是看得很清楚。

我是怎样明白的呢？
其实很简单 。。。 就从朋友在发生事情时对我的态度。

一群朋友~难免会有一些争执或纠纷，在这个时候。。。人的性格最容易被看穿。

好像之前发生了某某事，可能我是错了但也并不完全是我的错。这导致了朋友对我的不满，其他朋友也因为“朋友”对我的不满而不满我 =.=!!!

那件事可以说是跟他们无关~可是就是因为“朋友”的不满 。。。 所以他们也跟着不满 T.T

这件事里，让我看清楚了现实是那么残酷的。

当你有存在和被需要的价值时~你就不会被排挤，淘汰。

我不想成为那些为了其他人而去排挤其他人的人！！！


我要成为其他认为我排挤其他人的人！！！

哈哈~ 很乱水吧^^

纯粹发泄 =p

压力~亏心事把我弄得精神错乱=.=!!!

最近都睡得不是很好，可能使考试将近... 感觉到压力了吧。

可是，对于懒散的我。。。考试算得上是什么吗？哈哈

真的算不上什么　ｔ．ｔ

对一个成绩不上不下的人而言（我）如果考试是失去了动力，我就会变成一个无欲无求的人。

及格可能对我没什么难度　＝．＝　（开始自大了，ｈａｈａ），可是如果想要靠取好成绩，还是有难度的。

因为懒散的性格，加上一点点的狂魏自大，所以都不会刻意去读书。　　Ｔ．Ｔ　由读书也是骗你的　．．．　因为每次对着电脑，都是上网或者是看连续剧　＠．＠

师奶股神－一部我最近追着的连续剧。。。考试就在下个星期一，我没啃书。。。却追着戏，这个学期完蛋了：‘（

压力好大～深怕梦里的画面回成真。　那梦还是很清晰地印烙在我的脑海里

如果那梦成真～　可能就是我前途尽毁的那一刻。

到现在，　我还是只能说一句：“对不起”。

惰性征服了我。。。

越来越懒惰了，怎么办？ haiz

度过了一个很扎实的semester,令我感到很累得说。这个sem几乎每天都早出晚归 T.T 8点上课：5点放学。真得很累！

可能是整个Semester都没什么时间休息，加上机会每天2点多才睡，所以身体开始有点支撑不住地感觉了 T.T

怎么这么说呢？
原来是。。。 自己好像患上了偏头痛 @.@ 几乎每一两天就会感觉到头痛 ...

真希望来临的假期可以好好的休息以及调整回自己的正常休息时间。

可能是真的累了，所以开始没有那种读书的mood T.T (try to find some excuses)

希望下个新学期会有新的动力吧^^

这样才不会fail T.T 因为今天看了新学期的科目... 可怕的说 =.=! 有Finance, Marketing, Beverage, Higher English和 。。。 忘记了=.=!!!

哈哈~

Excited day^^

haha ~ today was the most excited day after watching ManUTD won Chelsea in the UEFA final.

I was got the chance to take photo with the EPL trophy at One Utama shopping central. This was a activity sponsor by Air Asia Air line.

The company bring the EPL trophy to Malaysia and show to ManUTD fans ^^

I was so excited because i got the chance to hold the trophy and take picture with it.

don't envy with me, =p

this activity or show is just for today at the shopping mall and until 9pm. hahaX ^^

[心理測驗]你是個願意打開心房的人嗎？

在客廳裡，總免不了會擺幾件藝術品來提昇居家環境，增添家庭美感。如果有以下這些藝術品，讓你擺置在客廳，你會選擇以下哪一樣呢？

Ａ、複製的西洋名畫

Ｂ、賞心悅目的攝影作品

Ｃ、希臘古典雕像

Ｄ、古董書法字畫























分析：

Ａ：你是個很難打開心房的人，在朋友眼中，覺得你不是很容易被了解，甚至會覺得你行事過於我行我素，不太顧及朋友的想法。建議你要多體察朋友的心意，主動給予朋友關懷喔！


Ｂ：你是個善解人意的性情中人，會主動打開心房，和朋友交心也交情。在朋友眼中，你一直是個體貼又開朗的人，而且由於你時常給予別人善意的回應，所以大家都樂於接近你呢！


Ｃ：你是否能打開心房，那就要看對方的表現了，如果對方給你的感覺很不錯、或是讓你產生不錯的印象，你才會逐漸開啟原本緊閉的心扉。但如果和對方的感覺不對味，你就擺出懶得理人的姿態，給對方冷臉看，讓旁人也拿你沒輒呢！


Ｄ：你算是會打開心房的人，不過有時你不太會控制自己的情感，也常看錯對象，有時會出現自己一頭熱，對方反應卻超冷的窘態。所以建議你不妨先弄清楚和對方的交情到哪裡，再來決定打開心房的程度，不要嚇到別人啦！

准吗？haha

７月７日〔海王星&#战车〕 代表人物：夏卡尔 充满了梦想和创意，敢于表达；勇敢，意志坚定，能够面对困难，接受挑战；具有独创力和追求成功的强烈企图心。 优点是有很好的想像力和创造力，在商场或社交上可展露长才。 缺点是对别人的要求和期望很多，不容易相处。

十二星座的翻臉指數與翻臉方式(很準喔)

牡羊座：☆☆☆☆☆

簡直是翻臉大王，只要他們稍微一不高興，翻臉就比翻書還快，他們翻臉的方式就是大吵一架，不過吵完也就沒事了！


金牛座：☆☆☆
金牛座的個性溫和，不喜歡和人翻臉，特別又是屬於喜歡冷戰的固定星座，所以他們的翻臉方式就是不和你說話，等你來找他大和解。


雙子座：☆☆☆☆
性情多變是雙子的個性，雖然他們不愛翻臉，也不會不理智，但是遇到不高興的時後也會狠狠的酸你兩句，讓你覺得這人說話怎麼這麼惡毒。


巨蟹座：☆☆☆☆☆
他們的個性是晴時多雲偶陣雨，翻臉的次數跟三餐定時服用的藥丸一樣，雖然平時很溫和但翻臉的時後就跟任性的小孩一樣無理取鬧，真想讓人「賞他兩八掌」。


獅子座：☆☆☆
獅子座的確是那種很容易動則得咎的人，不過他們卻希望表現出寬宏大量，他們翻臉翻的不動聲色，當你下次犯錯的時後這筆帳絕對會連本帶利的算上去。


處女座：☆☆☆
性情同樣也是陰晴不定的處女座，不能說愛翻臉，只是他們很容易焦慮，遇到不負責任的人時，他會碎碎念雖不至於馬上翻臉，其實他真的想和你翻臉，最好以後都不要再和你合作。


天秤座：☆
重視自我與他人關係的天秤座，翻臉指數應該是最低的，再怎麼爛的狀況他們都願意陪你一起度過，他們的翻臉總是讓人沒有感覺，只要對方誠心悔過他們又會再一次的相信對方。


天蠍座：☆☆
天蠍座總是和人保持一段距離是避免自己每天和人翻臉的最好方式，對於愛恨相當極端的天蠍座，翻臉會讓對方很難受的，還好他們不會沒事讓一些二百五靠近他們。


射手座：☆
這個星座的人總是嘻嘻哈哈的讓人不知道他們有什麼時候認真過，這也是他們廣結善緣的方式，射手座的人天生樂觀翻臉的機會自然很少，但是真的翻臉恐怕大家都會遭殃的。


摩羯座：☆☆☆
他們就算翻臉你也不容易察覺，反正他們很少表達情感，就算他要跟你翻臉也是一步一步疏遠你，而且永遠都會在心中記上這一筆，沒事最好少來往。


水瓶座：☆☆☆
你永遠不知道他們怎麼會突然的跟你翻臉，水瓶座的個性總是冷冰冰的，一直到他們努力維持的理智斷線的時候，那就是斷絕往來的時刻，以後再也不會和你聯絡。


雙魚座：☆☆☆☆☆
相當情緒化的雙魚座在自己心頭紛亂的時後很容易遷拖別人，他們也是出了名的翻臉大王，遇到討厭的事情總是藏不住，要不是大發脾氣就是馬上很委屈的掉下眼淚。

做人别太绝

你们都明白这个tittle吧? 为什么我会写呢？


其实是有时候看到身边的朋友做事太绝，所以才会想到这个题目。

他们做了什么呢？其实可能对你们来说只是很平常 ... 对我而言，这是小气，绝。哈哈

当某某人做错事时，我们可以批评，可以骂，可以讲， 可是我觉得我们更应该给他们改过的机会。

杀人放火我就不敢说我们应该给他们改过的机会，可是一些芝麻小事，人家做错了，至少我们不应该时常挂在心里然后一看到他又讽刺又批评 swt

有时看到自己的朋友是这样的人，心里都会不自禁的感叹 ... T.T

可能是他们不明白做错事那个人的感受吧？ 我真的不知道

所以会这样对待那人。 以我这个经常做错事的人，当然能深深地感受他们的心情拉 :p

希望看到这贴的人，如果你有这种习惯... 请... 反思 :p

机会~

人人常说~机会不是常常有,要懂得把握,才能成功!

其实以前真得不是很懂这句话.虽然明白表面的意识,可是,没有真正的体会,你是不会明白其中的含义.

回想自己酱多年来的生活，其实被给予的机会真得很多。

譬如~被人给予机会当新苗组组长，被给予机会重新做人，被给予机会拍广告，被给予机会拿到奖学金， 等等...

太多了~ 真得非常感谢老天也对我那么好。 =）


虽然我现在还不算得上是一个成功的人，可是~ 我会尽我所能去达到我能做到的东西，人家所谓的成功！

原则

开始觉得自己变成一个不能坚守自己原则的人了 ...

开始对自己觉得失望~ 人是不是过了一段时期，就会变得懒散，不能坚守自己的原则？？？

从得到奖学金的那天起，我就对自己说：“我一定不可以随便缺席学校的任何课”。

可是，最近的我...开始变得很懒散~毫无目标。考试近在眼前，我竟然连任何一个科目都还没开始作温习。 T.T

这个学期缺席法语班的次数也增加了 T.T

慢慢觉得自己真的有心无力了。 是我被环境征服了吗？

记得以前曾听过人家说：“没原则的人是不会成功！”

这句话深深的印烙在我的脑海里 ... 所以每次做事或做工(part time)都会全力以赴。 因为自己做事的原则是“认真地对待每一份工” T.T

我真得能坚守自己的原则吗？ 我自己也不清楚~haha

噩梦

梦里的我虽然很镇定，可是梦外的我却冒了一身冷汗 T.T

很怕那梦是真的。

D'Allists Reunion DaY - 28/5/08

Location : Midvalley, One Utama shopping centre
Time: 1pm - 7pm
Activities: Having lunch together, Sing K, blow water^^
Members: Vivian,Mianyi,Jullian,Denise,MK,jeremy + Jason

Report: Vivian had taken around 92 photo for this gathering T.T

Next Target ? Hope next time gathering timing will be longer ....

hey~ after see this post please leave comment T.T

Next time ask "mum" come out together ... hahaX

原来~

刚刚和朋友和完茶~

在喝茶时... 被他问了一句~你现在读得开心吗？忽然间我不知道该怎么回答她 ...

停顿了几秒后，我才笑笑的回答... 当然开心啦。 其实，回想在KDU college将近一年的生活~才发现原来自己并不是活得那么开心

其实有点后悔不跟随朋友去读书~而是选择自己要的方向。 我不能说追随自己的方向，理想是错的... 可是少了友人的支持~ 那种读书的动力也少了几分吧。看他们一班至少会凝聚在一起，不被人欺负~开开心心的读书，还真得满羡慕的。

朋友~做错事是因该认错，从新来过，被给予机会。 身为友人，因该给予支持，给予机会~而不是在那边只懂得一味的讽刺，而没有给予协助。

可能是我的人生观不同吧，认为朋友因该勇敢地说出对方的缺点... 这样才是真正的朋友。虽然说真心话是比较难听。 T.T

觉得好累，好想放一个长假...好好的一个人休息一下。远离那些是非之地 ~

We Are The Champion^^

haha~ Memorable game^^ ....


Finally God choose ManUTD as champion ~ hahaX

We are the champion for UEFA^^

haha~ I can't and don't know how to describe my happiness now ManUTD get the UEFA CUP ^^ Both champions for this season ^^ just back from Asia cafe which is full with people watching the final match. There are full with ManUTD fans and Chelsea fans. I use around half and hour to get two chairs T.T one is for myself ... and one is for my chelsea fans friend T.T So you can imaging how many people at there adi gua. This was the most excited match i had been watch ever^^ tot after chirstiano ronaldo miss the ball ManUTD will XXXX ... but the luck are always with ManUTD ~hahaX John Terry had shoot off target on the fifth ball ~ hoho Once ManUTD fans ~ forever ManUTD fans .. I will support Manchester United forever and ever ^^

离别的故事

离别吉隆坡

今天，是我即将离开生活了四年的吉隆坡的日子。

毕业了，我以为我不会有太多的感触， 因为这四年里， 虽不至于轰轰烈烈， 不过也不算是平淡了，我想我总不至于还有太多的遗憾。 可是我错了，感触不是因为遗憾，感触是因为离别，感触是因为伤感。 严格来说，考完大考到现在，我真正有太多感触的时候不多。

吉隆坡，曾经是一个我非常不喜欢的城市，每一天总要忍受塞车的痛苦，半夜睡觉时还有噪音， 人又多，车又多，总之似乎都没有什么可取得地方。。。

昨天， 从普吉岛回来， 心头开始涌现了一丝丝的伤感。 今天中午两点左右，一起生活了三年的室友兼好友离开了，我开始感受到了离别。下午四点左右，系友兼屋友兼大学舍友也离开了。昨天才在普吉岛嘻嘻哈哈，今天 却已是离别的时候， 最后一次送他出门， 很想来一个拥抱，却害怕眼眶中的泪水会决堤。。。

他们离开了后，看看安静又混乱的屋子，明天也是我离开这里的时候了，可是寂寞的今夜我又该如何过？ 目送着好友们的离别，真的不知何时才能再相聚， 此情此景毕生难再， 听着电脑播放的歌曲， 连情歌也变成离别的歌曲， 我决堤了，我真的决堤了，我放肆的大哭，在无人的屋子里， 只有一只小狗陪伴我，她似乎也感受到了离别的伤感，不禁也呜呜呜的叫着。。。

我不想离别，可是人生又岂能常在，无常虽说容易， 但要看破又岂能容易？？



p/s:虽然距离毕业还有半年多~可是已经能想象到上面的事情了

那是一个网友写的~

Astro Hua Hee Dai Hokkien 2008 Commercial

this is the astro commercial i had take part :p
although i m just a kalefei xD
but feel very excited when see this commercial ~ hahaX
So just upload and share with you guys ^^

爸给的爱...

现在才发现，原来爸是那么的疼我

从小到大，由于算是被宠坏了。。。所以根本不懂什么叫做疼爱~

自小由"aunty"带大，所以跟家人的感情还算是比不上跟奶妈"aunty"的感情。

奶妈非常的疼我~从2岁到5岁左右都由她带大我的吧。这是因为爸妈是直销商人~每天得往外跑赚钱...所以一去工作都会将我送给奶妈顾。自然而然，我跟奶妈的感情会好过我跟家人的感情咯~

由于自己是一个不善于表达兼害羞的人，所以就算感情再好，也只会默默的收在心里。

奶妈在我from5那年车祸意外离开了人间。。。当我听到这消息时，第一个感觉是心里不自觉地痛了起来 :'(

虽然已经几年没什么联络了~但如果有去她的餐馆吃东西时，我们都会寒暄一番。所以当她离开人间时，我内心的深处还是不知觉的痛了起来 :(


昨天~跟爸一起去修理我架的车... 才发现原来他也很疼我 。。。 真的还蛮内疚的，因为以前都觉得他比较疼弟弟

为何会觉得他疼我呢？ 其实是从换车零件的时候。。。

爸是比较节俭的人~如果是他自己架的车 ，大多会换上普通的零件。。。而昨天，他竟然会换比较好的零件给我 T.T

平时他都不会舍得花这些钱~

自从我架了车后，每次回家，他都会将车拿去检查 ~ 以避免我这个新手遇上什么麻烦。

爸~谢谢你

我知道你是很疼我的，虽然你从来都不说出口~ :D

New Badminton shoe^^

finally ... finally I bought my new badminton sport shoe after the previous shoe going to "out of service" soon. so just upload the photo and show off =p

比尔盖茨给青少年的11条准则

第1条准则：适应生活

　　生活是不公平的，要去适应它。

　　命运掌握在自己手中。

　　第2条准则：成功是你的人格资本

　　这世界并不会在意你的自尊。这世界指望你在自我感觉良好之前先要有所成就。

　　成功是人生的最高境界，成功可以改变你的人格和尊严，自负是愚蠢的。

　　第3条准则：别希望不劳而获

　　高中刚毕业的你不会一年挣4万美元。你不会成为一个公司的副总裁，并拥有一部装有电话 的汽车，直到你将此职位和汽车电话都挣到手。

　　成功不会自动降临，成功来自积极的努力，要分解目标，循序渐进，坚持到底。

　　第4条准则：习惯律己

　　如果你认为你的老师严厉，等你有了老板再这样想。老板可是没有任期限制的。

　　好习惯源于自我培养。

　　第5条准则：不要忽视小事

　　烙牛肉饼并不有损你的尊严。你的祖父母对烙牛肉饼可有不同的定义，他们称它为机遇。

　　平凡成就大事业。

　　第6条准则：从错误中吸取教训

　　如果你陷入困境，那不是你父母的过错，所以不要尖声抱怨，要从中吸取教训。

　　第7条准则：事事需自己动手

　　在你出生之前，你的父母并非像他们现在这样乏味。他们变成今天这个样子是因为这些年来 他们一直在为你付账单，给你洗衣服，听你大谈你是如何的酷。所以，如果你想消灭你父母 那一辈中的“寄生虫”来拯救雨林的话，还是先去清除你房间衣柜里的虫子吧。

　　不要总靠别人活着，要凭借自己的力量前进。

　　第8条准则：你往往只有一次机会

　　你的学校也许已经不再分优等生和劣等生，但生活却仍在做出类似区分。在某些学校已经废 除不及格分，只要你想找到正确答案，学校就会给你无数的机会。这和现实生活中的任何事 情没有一点相似之处。

　　机遇是一种巨大的财富，机遇往往就那么一次，也许你“没有机会”，但可以创造。

　　第9条准则：时间，在你手中

　　生活不分学期，你并没有暑假可以休息，也没有几位雇主乐于帮你发现自我。自己找时间做 吧，决不要把今天的事情拖到明天。

　　第10条准则：做该做的事

　　电视并不是真实的生活。在现实生活中，人们实际上得离开咖啡屋去干自己的工作。

　　第11条准则：善待身边的所有人

　　善待乏味的人。有可能到头来你会为一个乏味的人工作。

　　善待他人就是善待自己，要用赞扬代替批评并主动适应对方。

不想睡觉的感觉

最近真得变了~ 我开始变得不能自律了。。。

几乎每天都2~3点才睡。

法语小考就在这个星期二，可是我现在竟然还坐在这边写部落格 =.=

每当想要写时，却偏偏眼睡。。。没写到，当不是很想写时，却偏偏有哪个心情写。。

家人都睡了~只剩下我这个夜猫还在对着电脑 ~haiz

希望来临的假期能调整回自己原本的生活方式吧~而不是每天到了半夜两三点还在对着电脑爬格子

T.T

The target - Australia

Oppssh ... time passed so fast T.T

its only left around half year to let me choose where to complete my diploma - Industry training.

As the topic above, Australia was my first choices... second - Singapore ... third - P.Penang.

I don't really confidence that i will get my first choice which is non in the training list provide by college. If not in list, why i will choose it? This is because during the orientation week, if i m not mistaken, we had told by some lecturer that we can choose whatever country that we want to complete the training. T.T

I was so confuse with my future now ... although still have around 7month to go.

I m that kind of person who will try to get the best future for myself. although others people also will do it so.


Still have 7month to go~ i start feel scare with the day which is end of college life. This is because i had no planing to continue degree after this. why? the reason was there had no money for me to continue study.
I don't wish to take the ptptn loan which is need to pay back ... and i also don't wish to be my parent's burden. This is because they are going to retired in this few years. @.@

I think College life will be the most enjoyable part in my life. don't need to worry about money, can skip class if feel lazy to attend .... and many many

I really appreciate with I had now ~ hope you so =) people who view this bloG ^^

1st watch

still remember the first watch i bought myself.
It was a very command watch we can see everywhere .

As what i had remember, this is the watch i bought by the first income by myself .

It was so meaningful to me and i still keep it function until today =)

For the future, hope can buy everything by myself without support from my family.

The next target ~ buy a car for myself xD

I know it was very difficult to fulfill this dream in recent, but i hope at least will complete it after 1 year I work =)

what a tireD daY

Today ~ woke up at 1pm sumtin ... forced by dad to follow him go to old house (I stay there when i still a child) to work

What is my work? actually is just 施肥in the "jungle" hahaX T.T

I like take pic so much ~ so take a few pic during workinG.

SaDneSS

haiz ~ haiz ~ haiz~

I think this semester will be the worse semester for me :'(

Moral result already out ... i juz get C which is not reach my targer - B

French ... i sked i will get D or fail for this semester ...

I lost my motivation to continue on this semester :(

Oh lord ... help ME T.T


kuma kuma ~ if u see my post ... then i wan to said sorry to you o ... coz i can't enter ur blog again ... so din go n visit you d T.T

y dont u juz publish ur blog leh?

Meaningful Word

EPL champion ~ ManUTD^^

yeah ~ finally ... after 8~9month ... 38games ...

EPL champion was spotted by ManUTD^^

hope on the 21th may coming soon ~ which is the Europe championship final , ManUTD can win chelsea and get second title of the year.

Anybody interest to watch the game together???

just CALL me man~ We are ManUTD fans^^ we should support ManUTD all the times

hahaX

脑袋空空~

Recently ~ I was doing like my tittle 脑袋空空 T.T

during french class ~ i making my own dream while the lecturer was teaching

during accommodation class ~ I can't fight with the sleepiness and looking for Mr.Zhou


I really lost my way after the short break ~ This was the terrible moment after i attend college.

French oral test is coming soon( this saturday), i still blur with what will be coming out on the test, what is the main topic lecturer had mention during the class ...

Sorry ... sorry to those of you who thought me are a guy who can manage well myself ~ especially my parent's.

Every night sleep after 2a.m. ... 60% of my time was spend with those nonsense things.

I need get back my power !

After good luck~ bad luck coming ! Hope it will not really affect me and get back my good luck soon

Gambateh together to all my friends who having final exam now^^

CompleTE

hoho~ finally bought friend birthday present.

this was the first time i give a present to a friend 2weeks after his birthday T.T

This incident is cause by laziness and busy life style @.@

hahaX ... For a person like me ... after study in college, i dont know how to manage my time well

almost avday i sleep after 2am and wake up around 7am

body shape start become round and round ~

I think i should said sorry to him ~ because of the late birthday present.

I know the feeling of dissapointed when birthday and din get any present and wish from friends T.T


This few days was not really felt happy ~ Always felt that there had somebody try to make me dislike by others

Hope i can find the way to manage it T.T haiz

心理測試：看看你受異性的歡迎的程度！

1. 你旅行時，最想去哪個地方？
A. 北京…………………………請移至問題2
B. 東京…………………………請移至問題3
C. 巴黎…………………………請移至問題4

2. 你是否曾在觀看感人的電影時泣不成聲？
A. 是………………………………請移至問題4
B. 否………………………………請移至問題3

3. 如果你的男(女)朋友約會時遲到一個小時還未出現，你會……
A. 再等30分鐘……………………請移至問題4
B. 立刻離開………………………請移至問題5
C. 一直等待他(她)的出現…………請移至問題6

4. 你喜歡自己一個人去看電影嗎？
A. 是……………………………請移至問題5
B. 不……………………………請移至問題6

5. 當他(她)在第一次約會時就要求要吻你，你會……
A. 拒絕……………………………請移至問題6
B. 輕吻他(她)的額頭……………請移至問題7
C. 接受並吻他(她)………………請移至問題8

6. 你是個有幽默感的人嗎？
A. 我想是吧………………………請移至問題7
B. 大概不是………………………請移至問題8

7. 你認為你是個稱職的領導者嗎？
A. 是………………………………請移至問題9
B. 不………………………………請移至問題10

8. 如果可以選擇的話，你希望自己的性別是？
A. 男性……………………………請移至問題9
B. 女性……………………………請移至問題10
C. 無所謂…………………………請移至答案D

9. 你曾經同時擁有一個以上的男(女)朋友嗎？
A. 是………………………………請移至答案B
B. 不………………………………請移至答案A

10. 你認為你聰明嗎？
A. 是………………………………請移至答案B
B. 不………………………………請移至答案C







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答案在这慢慢看..
答案A : 恭喜！ 　

你對異性有很大的吸引力！在異性的眼中，你有一種魅力。你不隻有美麗的外型，而且有幽默和大方的個性。你應該是一個很有氣質的人而且深諳與人相處之道，你很懂得支配你的時間，所以你在異性之間很受歡迎。

答案B : 很好！

你很容易便可以吸引異性。但是你並不容易陷入愛情的陷阱。你的幽默感使得人們樂於與你相處，他(她)與你一起時非常快樂!

答案C : 尚可！ 　

你並不能特別吸引異性，但是你仍然有一些優點，使異性喜歡跟你在
一起。你應該是一個很真誠的人，而且對事物有獨特的眼光。在你的朋友眼
中，你是一個很友善的人。

答案D : 哦嗚！

你並不吸引異性。你並沒有十分淵博的知識，也沒有什麼特別的人格特質。對異性來說，你顯得過於粗陋，所以你並不受異性的歡迎。

2008 星座+生肖綜合運勢分析

巨蟹座

學業：明年的機會特別多，學業比今年要好，班幹部陞官加爵都可一一實現，6月過後是可讓自己大大改變的好時機，尤其在偏科上有意想不到的進步。屬羊、豬、兔、馬、鼠運氣較好；屬猴、虎、蛇運氣較差；其它生肖前之。

感情：別忽略身旁的親朋好友，適度的展現友誼及加強人際關係，亦可為自己增添不少好運。今年感情上的不順都會轉化為順利的氣息，會有好的對象出現，但千萬要注意對於認識不深的異性要慢慢的交往。屬羊、兔、豬、馬者運氣較佳；其它生肖次之。

Ma soeur est allée aux Etats-Unis

wow ... time passed so fast ~

7th May my sister was went to USA T.T

actually this was her plan at early 2008 after she going to graduate from UPM local university.

On that day ~ i drive alone from damansara at 6pm when the traffic was quite jam to the air-port for meet her and send her with my whole family.

Since I study at KDU,i had seldom back to hometown cause of homework form college and also some part time joB.

I feel that my house will be more and more quite after my sister go to US.

Hope that she will be fine and enjoy the half year trip with her friends at US =)

Moi horoscope

CANCER - The Protector
Moody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/handsome. Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive and imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person. Needs love from others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic.
16 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

I was becomre more and more lazY

Since finish the 1week break ~ I was become lazy T.T

I had lost my motivate to study and do everything s.

Lazy to attend classes ~ lazy to do assignment ~ lazy to go for GYM ~ lazy to thinnk ~ lazy to shiit T.T

aaarrrgHH ~ I was lost my waY ...

felt guilty to those people who though that i was a hardworking person @.@

SORRY

left few more week to go before go for final exam~

No prepare for exam pun :(

the target set by myself was high like mountain because of my laziness !

LazYness

~i was become more and more lazY

how har? nowadays really lazy to do everythings ... exclude for sports =p

haiz

aM i?

枞树(神秘型)
品位不凡，威严，略显高深，喜爱一切美丽的事物，易怒，固执，有些利己，但关心接近他的人。谦逊，但非常有野心，有才能，刻苦，是不甚令人满意的伴侣，朋友众多，树敌也多，是可以信赖的人

I think this is quite true about myself T.T

心情复杂的说

很久没有这种复杂的心情了...

最近被-友情- 搞得我很烦 ~ 其实我真的不知道该怎么做他们才会不会在那边说三道四

我是一个很敏感的人~别人不喜欢我，我大多能轻易的感觉出来...

朋友在一起是互相迁就，容忍和包容的~毕竟每个人的生活方式都不同，不可能每个人的习惯和脾气都会一样... 这是我个人认为的 T.T

现在朋友给我的感觉是~以ladies first,为ladies付出 - 只要你不这么做，你就会被排挤 =.=

我承认我不是一个好人，我是一个平凡的人，有着平凡人一般的自私 ...可是这就是我！ 我不喜欢假装去扮一个不是我自己的好人，我做不到！

可能身边的男士都那么不介意，不计较...所以凸现了我是一个很自私的人把~

可是 ... 我真得很想告诉你们,我们出身不同，家庭背景不同，父母收入不同

我的父母只是靠自己双手双脚来养活我的~每个月靠那微薄的收入来供一个还在读书的4兄妹的家庭

父母是商人兼小贩，我知道他们的辛苦... 所以都会尽量自己找part time来供自己的开销~ 可是这一切的一切，看在别人的眼里...却是其他回事...

上个月很幸运的找到一份拍广告的part time,友人听了就在那边半讽刺地说：“有人要去当明星咯。” T.T

无端端这样被人踩了一下~真的很不爽！！！

它们出生时是含着金汤匙；我不是！

自小要什么都尽量靠自己~ 要去云顶，自己组团。要去马六甲，自己组团。form1到form5~坐过将近5份不同的工 ...





真得有点累了~
虽然我不善于沟通~可是我所做的一切一切并没有对你们不利

6月考试就要来了~ 希望这个sem快点过 ... 然后这一切的一切就可以重新再来了！

=）

Go off from leisure ~

finally ~ finally i reach my sweet home and have a rest

since ..

19april went to penanG, i had not really have a good rest. Drive from PJ to Penang all the waY ... went go visit 6million houses =.= ... eat all the penang famous food ..

2othapril drive back from penang to PJ at the afternoon. I had really tired ~ although i enjoy the journey

20th april ~ depart to Pulay RedanG by Bus at 10pm ...

21th april I can't really have a rest on the bus T.T
this was make me so tired during the trip at Pulau Redang ~ the first day i was enjoy with playing around with friends at beach side ~

22th april ~ felt that i was get sick T.T but i try to cope with the timetable set by the resort which is went for snorkeling at the morning at marine park ~ this was the first time i so near with all the fish ... hahax.
at the afternoon after back from snorkeling and lunch~i decide to have a rest to avoid really get sick @.@
on the evening, this was the most enjoy moment to me. I played beach volleyball^^ I was so enjoy the game and sweat a lot
Last night at Pulau redanG, me and gang went for free karaoke provide by the resort ...

23th april ~ woke up at the early morning - 6.30am. Pack on all the shirt and belonging prepare to leave :'(
8am - after a heavy breakfast =p ... we went to the speed boat prepare by RedanG Bay Resort .. the sky was start crying ...
it was represent my feeling in my heart ... A memorable trip was end so fast ~

24th april ~ writing this post at hometown - BANTING^^

KumA~kuma ... where are you?

kuma ~ where are you???

you are missing during i was free .... hahax

i was enable to access to your bloG =.=

are you ok?

if you see this post ~ pls respond to me ya ... hahax^^

take care o my friend

我并不是一个100分的朋友~

朋友,很想在此对你们说声对不起!

因为我并不是一个尽责任的朋友~当你们需要我的帮忙时,可能我会忙着做功课,忙着读书,忙着做其他东西,而忽列了你们.

当我需要你们的安慰，你们的帮忙时...你们都会义不容辞的帮我。

感觉到自己真的忽列了很多身边的人 ... 对不起。

其实可能使自己懒惰的性格造就了今天不会关心他人的我吧…………

生命中起伏不定的状况好象开始稳定~一路看是顺利了很多，可是我内心还是很害怕…………害怕跌倒的那一天会到来。人家说跌过一次就不怕痛，但我并不认同。虽然跌过了几次，但我还是很怕会再跌到

每次听电台都会让我感触良多 T.T 很想写在这里和有缘人分享~可是我很懒惰

明天还有法语班~ so i stop here le ~ moody

终于~拍完了第一部广告^^

感觉好兴奋…………我终于在自己的工作经验的list里增加了新的项目^^

这种兴奋不是一些局外人可以明白的。这些局外人是要给一些


在13/4/08的一大清早我就起身了... 由于地点是在LOT 10~所以大概7am我就出发了咯。。。避免迟到。。。毕竟是第一次去做工吧... i mean new job T,T

一大早就冲忙忙的的赶去开工了~还没8点，agent就在那边一直call我催我了=.=

由于不是第一个shoot,所以只有先去化妆 @.@ 如果没错，这是我生平第一次化妆耶 T.T

就这样……一等二等……等到11am才轮到我的slot ,蛮累的说。

剧情是说我和朋友在cafe喝茶聊天~忽然间我的朋友唱起了astro"hua hee dai"的歌，我被他吓到八口中的饮料喷了出来，haha 然后一个坐轮椅的人也和我朋友一样，听到那首hokkien就可以站起来 T.T


这一take也拿了大概1小时左右。。。

就这样~一小时左右，我的工作基本上也完了，只是下午的时候到其它地点拍一个百人一起唱歌的镜头。

大概4点左右就结束了新工作^^

这拍摄的工作经验真的让我获益不浅，

祝你生日快乐~

很想send一封生日祝福讯息给你~

可是，当我想起"旧情人给的问候比陌生人还尴尬"这句话时...我明白了其中的道理，所以算着了在这里向她说一句在我心里很想说出的一句话~祝你生日快乐

真的失望了...

有时会觉得，现在交朋友真的要付出很多。。。人家才会喜欢你，不会对你冷言冷语~
如果是这样，对于一个出生比较平穷...平时不是要什么有什么的我而言...我会选择做回自己！

一位比较穷，所以比较计较... 人家就会觉得你是个很计较的人。他们不会去明白你的苦衷，只会在你背后说你这样那样。

当你犯错一次，你就会像被判了死刑一样...永不超生！哪个罪名永远会被贴在你生上。

当他们几个人想做一件事时，如果我很累不像跟，他们又会觉得我不合群...

当有人对你比较好一点时，他们就会在那边又冷言冷语 =.=

觉得好像全世界的人做人都需要符合他们的生活方式~

可能我真的会比较成熟？ 认为读书比较重要，在考试是抱着数读... 人家又在那边说假勤劳

对于一个奖学金得主而言，我感受得到爸妈对我的期望有多高...得到社会出钱让我读书是多么的幸运... 我不像你们，各个家里都是承担得起在这种有素质兼昂贵的学院读书，我比你们懂赚钱的辛苦...所以不会像你们出手这么大方，小钱不那么计较。

可能是我太敏感了吧，所以一直都会觉得你们是这样想的。

可是，我也只不过是一个普通的人...我并不是一个会为了别人而改变自己生活的人。

总觉得做回自己就好 =

拍广告^^

wow... this is the first time i 拍广告leh ... gan jeong leh =p

well ... this is the astro "hua hee dai" advertisement =.=

maybe few month later u guys can see me in the tv xD hahax

although is this sunday only is the actual shoot . hhehe


2moro is moral exam @.@ i haven't start preparing leh ... haiz ...

so ... stop now ^^

Busy with homework leh ~

Nowadays, i was so so so busy with my homework
=(

although this was not the first time busy like this, but i had felt tired with it ...

assignment : hotel, restaurant, french
PDP essay : still left around 5 ~6 :'(

so stress man ... although this was my second semester, but i really don't know i can cope with this course or not T.T

How to over come all this stress? hehe

actually i had plan at the very beginning =p

20april i will go to pulaU reDang xD hahax

hope my trip will full with happiness xD


Aza azA fighting now !!! finish all homework !!! ^^

I want new shoes =(

Since my badminton shoes start broken~ i had to plan to buy new badminton shoes adi ... if not ... i will had no money to buy and noneed to play for long time adi ~ Coz after spend a lot for titanium fitness and redang trip ... i was poor like hell =(

my dream shoes - yonex shb 100 , shb 89, shb 99
- victor vt- 700

读书仔

haha~ is it this word are no longer with nowadays youngest? no no no ...

this is the name given by a pretty new friends to me xD

I was wonder while she call me as 读书仔 during chat with me =.=

this is the first time i felt i was like a 读书仔 xD


how come? MK was not a person who like book ... since when he become 读书仔 T.T

I think myself also confuse with why she will called me by that, maybe i really look like it ... hhahahax

Since primary school until finished secondary school, i had no any pressure on study ... and i never take a book and read it seriously ... because ~ I hate book ... I'm not 读书仔 =X

hahax

but .... but ... after get the scholarship, i had decide to try my best on studies. This is because the money was come from the society =.=

Sometimes, i will feel wonder with those people who used their parents money to study at this kind of expensive college but they can relax like come to college just for fun ~ absent the class how they like ~ sleep during the class ~ haiz

haiz

izzit i was too mature? if not y i will think all this problem? And i will ask myself don't try to do that ...

maybe every people have their way to study =.= sleep in classroom during classes also is one of the way =p


sorrY if some of you read my blog and felt that you are that kind of person who i had mention above =.=


this is just my opinion. T.T didn't shoot anybody.

MonDaY~ 24th April

omG, today is a fucking day ...

my kitchen and restaurant group was get complain by our AA ...

shit ! those who are work hard, get complain ... those who are sitting there, scold people, and bla bla bla ... get praise by AA ... what the fuck is it?

this was the first time feel to give up the whole group ... Leader, can't said do nothing ... but ... haiz ... the rest, 5 out of 10 also suck ...

Be a normal people but get scold ... this was make me so angry !

haiz AA just a piece of shit, same with others lectures, juz know talking bull shit ... haiz

i feel wonder izzit the college i study are KDU College ??? swt ~

23~3~2008

wow ... 2day is a special day for me xD

this is the first time i donate my blood ^^

although a bit sked about it ... but ... i had donated my blood =)

mum and dad was a bit unhappy about it~ they said i still young @.@ should not donate ..

but .. =( for me , this was so meaningful xD i donate my blood to somebody who need it.

Now i help others, maybe next time ... maybe only la ... I will need back from others also =X

First time donate blood, i was a bit nervous ... I tot it will be quite painful, but it was not =p



to those ppl who wanna donate their blood but sked of painful ... at here , me ... MK Lim tell u all ... it was not pain at all =p

Hope i can donate twice a year =X

stressful =p

almost going to mad adi, lots of assignment waiting for me ...

sometimes i felt suffer ~ but sumtime i enjoy the stressful life also

no pressure, i m just a lazy person who may lost the direction and duno what to do =)

like this picture so much ~ haha

缘分~

曾听过这么一句话， “给你越多爱的人，会是伤你越深的人。 而给你越多记忆的人，会是让你最感无情 的人。” 感情的聚散， 来有时， 去有时。 缘尽了的时候， 你不得不放手。 有的人，走的时候并不是心甘情愿的。 那有时候，是老天爷的无情。 “缘分”， 我们见证了他确实存在。 而给你越多爱的人，越多记忆的人， 总在你离开后， 让你有最多思念， 和最多的不舍。 当这个人离开你的生命， 不管… 是不是他故意的。 你都无法轻易的走出那样的伤痛。 而当你一再的反复忆起他， 他却不能给你任何消息。 “无情”… 这样的他是不是很无情？ 珍惜…眼前相聚的每一刻， 不要把时间， 浪费在冲突、冷战和互相折磨之中。 我们不会知道我们的缘分预约了多少… 我们不知道我们跟上帝的契约打了多久。 “缘分”只会一滴滴消磨掉， 不见得能够一分分增长。 爱你身边的人， 包容他、原谅他、爱他、疼他！ 因为… 做这些其实就是爱你自己。 让你… 不要有遗憾和悔恨…

caN you Choose me as your friend???

hahax

Can you choose me as your friend? .... yea .... Can
Can you don't choose me as ur friends? yea, sure can ... why not??? in this world have more than million people ... at Malaysia also have a lot.

how many people you meet you friend you speak you know each others? izzit got more than 1thousand? for me ... mayb i only meet around meet around with 500++ people who i had talk with them d.

izzit a lot???? NO ...

happy to have lots of friends ~ but ...

good friends are limited ...

good friends is who ~ have same habit, almost same living circle, know each other well, can be tell about secret ... T.T

hahaX

this was not my thinking ~ although its similar with my idea also

:D

ResPect

did you respect others ppl as how the ppl hope to get treat by you???

IF one days, your friends no respect u any more ~ will you feel happy???

I was felt weird when somebody was doing that kind of action with me ...

As a friends, should i stop him/her ? should i tell her/him i was not happy with what they doing and was disturb me?

I m that kind of people who will try to calm down and pretend nothing, because I don't like to argue with ppl.
If really argue with ppl, mayb i will lost control and do some crazy things which i may not wish to do . =.=!

Just hope between friends and friends will still have respect ~ although we can alwaz joke together, but ... pls still respect each others =)

M i doinG well?

today! today ~ 6/3/2008 thursdaY.
it was a meaningful day for me =) pour guai?
par ce que =.= i get back the way to concentrate during in the french class =p

I was losing in the french class for long time ago =.= many times i can't concentrate , i lost everything madam teach :'( quite stress ... because while i was doing so badly, my friendly ~ joeY was concentrate in the class and clear about what madam had teach. why i will so stressful if she doing well and i m not???

OK ~ let tell you all the reason. :'(

the class been start around 8month ... but i had know her earlier ... i know her around 1 year jor .
how come?

this is because, both of us are the sin chew education fund holder =.=

we using the money pay by public, so i think we should responsible to them. This is the way i make myself keep on ask myself don't to give up in any subject.

Last semester, while joeY are doing excellent ... i was do so badly =.=


she score the 2nd in class ... but i only got top 20 =.=!!!

haiz .... MK ... MK .... you should put more effort in study le la @.@

DinneR

1/3/08 - where i had my dinner?

OMG, is keponG ... somewhere quite far from damansara =.= hahax

2day is a good daY ... coz ...

everyday also is a good daY ... hahaX

its saturday night, me n housemate was went to keponG to hav our late dinner =.= ( near 9pm start ate ba) . 6 of us went there by 1car only ... kesianya ... backside had to sit 4person ... although is 2boYs and 2galS .. but 4 of "them" was quite biG size ... hahaX

what we ate? emmm ... hmm ... ehhh ... we ate 火锅^^

I dont know izzit correct anot ... i mean the word i write ... long time din touch pen and write chinese word le =.=

the "huo guo“ was quite nice ... this is the first time i eat "huo guo" with porridge ... i mean the soup is make by porridge =.=

although it was weird ... but was nice to eat , hahaX

It was cost me RM 20 for just a dinner .... aaaarrrrgh ! simply spend lots of money again ... haiz. last month spended how many i haven't count yet ... hope wont like last few month over thousand ba ... >< I neeed moneY ~ moneY, I love you ! ^^

Luck? good? bad? curious about it

its 1.13am now ...

today ~ i had meet v a new friend. he is a quite special 'friend'. why i will said he was special? because he is older than me a lot, same age with my mum =.=!

how i knew him? who isn't?
ok ~ lets me talk about him

his name Khoo JT, according to what he had told me ... he was one of the previous principal in don't know what department in KDU college, mean the College now i studyinG.


this is just the first week we know each others, and he ask a lot about my background. Actually i was quite confuse n refuse to tell him about myself or not, because he treat me so good =.=

I was a bit worry and don't know what is he wan actually. Maybe he really is a good person who just wan to had more fren in same habit.

2day i had went out have a tea with him ~ he had told me a lots about himself also, what he doing previously, and a lot ...
and ask me to be his god son during joke with me =.=

I can't accept people treat me so good and will think that mayb the person have another "mu di" or target at the back. i m cancer,the feel to protect myself was quite stronG.

Hope he was a normal person who had no any bad target on me ~ I m just a ordinary and poor guy =) nothing much can get from me

D'Allists Reunion daY

22/2/2008 is a nice daY.

why? because everyday also is a nice day =p

hhhahax ~ actually it is diffrent with others day. because it was D'Allists reunion day.

venue : Midvalley
time : 2pm ( but all reached around 2.30pm)
organizer person : Alan Wong ( aeroplan)
member who had join : MK ( munchies), denise ( Tennis), vivian ( forgot jor)

its the first time to meet both of them again (denise and vivian) after leave Nilai College.

the sampat vivan was bring her gang attend our reunion daY =.=

make the atmosphered was quite weird .... hahaX

and all is girl's =.= sssshhhiiit ...i m the only guy there , make me feel that there was quite dangerous without any guy patner for me.


we juz yam cha and had lunch at duno what restaurant le ... its nearby Midvalley GSC cinema.

=) its greats to meet both of them again , because i know it was hardd to meet all of the member again. All of us come from different place, and now studying at different college, have different schedule.

feel lucky to meet both of them ~ hope at there further will have a real reunion daY which is attend by all the D'ALList's member ^^

大年初二

2day is the seconday for chinese new year^^

it was a damm bored and hot day.

at the afternoon ~ after visited friends house, i had back home for a snap, because i was tired =.=

at the nighT, my family had ask mii to go "dong chan shi" which is the temple quite famous and near by my house. I had reject my dad and told him i had date with friends to go jaya jusco which is located at kLang. it was a new shopping mall and only half an hour drive from my house ! the most nearest shopping mall for me to go!

I had lie my dad. Actually i din date any friends before i reject his request for 4low him to go the temple =.=

i start nervous after the depart from home ~ because i was alone ... i dun like alone !

I MUST FIND SOMEBODY ACC ME TO WATCH MOVIE!!! ^^

so i had contact lots of friends =.= most of them also busy or had date adi

finally ~ i had found my patner ~ MK AnG. hahaX

I felt so lucky because at least have people acc me to watch either CJ7 or KunGfu Dunk =.=

hahaX

she found another gal ~ shey kee to 4low us go. Because she had also no activities at that night.

we reached there around 9pm ~ but we bought 11.55pm ticket =.= ssssshiit!

damm a lot of people go there for watch movie.

first time need to wait for 3 hours to watch an movie ~ aiks

finally is the time to watch "kungfu dunk". why i choose "kungfu"?

actually not choose la ~ is because CJ7 had finished sold =.= although is 11.55pm d also sold while i choose which to watch.


Jay Chou ~ a nice singer which i like the most^^

almost all the song sing by him ~ i also can sinG =p so now u can imagine how much i like him ( i m not gay)

In this movie ~ had lots of fun ^^


conclusion : nice and suitable for all ^^!!!

大年初一

now is 2.19am ~
all my family member was at bed at prepare to sleep, and me was alone at living room to write this blog.
the sound from outside was damm noisy for me, although it was not noisy than last year.

how come i can on9 at my hometown with my laptop? haha

this is because i bring back the modem which is at Pj house one. During CNY, all the family member at there are back to their own hometown adi. The house at PJ can consider as blank house =.=

Feel that myself was very lazy in everything ~included talk with people =.= izzit i m normal human? maybe yes, but i m the one which is most lazy one @.@

last few month ago ~ there was lots of things happen and make lots of sense for me.


I think i need apologize to mianyi :p
she teach me so hard to sign up for this blog ~ and help me decorate bloG, but i seldom come and update it.

SorrY mianyi =)

but i need to tell u leh ... after u change the backgroud =.= i had damm blur with how to use it

i start confuse =.= for me .. those things a bit complicate will make me confuse and blur d =p

hmm ~ its the time to sleep le

2moro will follow parents go to Uncle Tee house for get ang pau ~ and also relative house $.$

to all of you who had view my bloG ~ happy chines new year^^

07 =）

07的结束...也让我结束了一段短短半年但难忘的恋情.

07年的结束，也代表者08年伊始的挑战开始了。 07年是一个我觉得过得不错的年，在07年...我学了很多东西，虽然是一个满艰难的一年...但至少我觉得过得很充实，学了很多东西，慢慢的认识外面的世界。
07年1月- 一个靠完试不久的男生就到FAJAR supermarket找了一份被称为artist德part time job. 在那里，由于整个部门只有一个上司和我...所以还相处得不措。由于部门小，是非当燃少。而其他大部门或摊位的一些conflict都回传到我这种工作轻松得可以整天躲在自己的办公室发讯息的人。慢慢的，我开始认识了这现实和复杂的世界。

07年2月- 做了一件想在想起来都会觉得不可思议的事。我竟然帮了一位网友到有带团 =.=
我们没见过面，可是我却这么信任她，没防备心得跟了她一起带团到P.penang,而且还是大年初2 =.= 这意外的信任让我得到了不少的宝贵经验。第一次真正的带团，第一次跟整巴士都不认识的人去到槟城。 机会难得，可是我却抓住了这难得的机会，拿到了宝贵的经验。

07年3月- SPM成绩出了，我拿了个差强人意的成绩 。。。 整个人顿时失去了方向，因为家境并不是很应许我乱花钱。虽然负的起我读书的费用，但我知道爸爸一定会很有压力，毕竟在学院读书，花费一定不少。


07年4月- 在一间叫做Nilai College的学院开始了我人生的另一个阶段。在那里，我认识了很多朋友当然少不了D'Allist's 。一个让我难忘的团体 =）
再Nilai短短的2~3个月，我们建立不错的友情。可是，好景不长在... 每个人都为了自己的理想和前途，被逼在相处的甜蜜期分开。Mianyi,Jullian~ matrik Chewy ~ USA Vivian ~ Taylor ( JPA scholarship) MK ~ KDU Alan Wong ~ Singapore Denise,Matthew,Jeremy,1 li rice ~ still Nilai
一个10人的团体... 就这样被五马分尸了 =(

07年5月-正式拿到了星洲日报奖学金。一个我非常希望得到的助学金，我成功终于拿到了！！！

07年6月-非常轻松的一个月，因为即将离开NilaiCollege,所以在这个非常时期（每个人都忙着考试），而我却等着KDU开学的日子。

07年7月- 7日是我的18岁的生日，原本以为家乡的老朋友会回来帮我庆祝，可是那是全部人都忙着考试。。。 所以过得还满是王的说。（虽然在Nilai已提前庆祝）。
这个月我也开始了在KDU的生活=.= 一切重新开始，并不好受
第二段恋情也在这个月萌芽了。 由于生活费不够用，所以到了1utama SUB做part time赚一点零用钱。

07年8月- 过着中学式的忙碌生活，差不多每天8点上可到下午5点 =.= 真得有点吃不消

07年9月- 差不多跟8月一样吧 =.=

07年10月- 开始准备考试了。这使得我也从KDU hostel办了出来，一面准备考试一面搬家。。。 忙到都没什么回家乡。

07年11月- 最忙碌也最有压力的一个月 =.= 如果考不好，分分钟我就要使包袱回家了。开始有了'Family' =.= 一班住在一起，每天一起去上课，同班的同学。 其实当初要搬出来时并没有打算找这么多人一起住。可能是缘分把~大家就这样住在一起了^^

07年12月- 这么一个长的假期，我又回到SUB做part time 了。整个12月就在忙碌的工作中度过。

LifE ~人生无常

新年快乐^^

O8年~看是一个好的开始，可适当时间满满的流逝。。。一切不如意的东西，事情就会慢慢流露，显示出来在我们的生活中。常常会感慨为什么友情越短越珍贵，我指的是少过一年的友情。我是一个满敏感的人，大多都想得出别人再想什么 =.= 这是自己觉得的
所以对人的防备心都很强

朋友都会觉得我长得比较严肃把 =.=a 因为我并不是一个喜欢笑的人（觉得自己笑得难看 @.@)

08年的第二天，结束了一段半年的感情 觉得自己被爱多过去爱对方，于是提出了分手（可能这对她比较公平吧）。 朋友都比相信我恢复了单身，因为几个月以前... 差不多一得空就出去拍拖。现在单生了，把更多的时间都留给了家人和朋友^^
可能使自己的惰性造就今天的分离吧，觉得自己是一个蛮自私的人。种痘想得瓜-中学时，朋友多得没时间应酬，可是在另外一个人生阶段的今天，我只是一个在普通不过的学院生 不再是以前在中学是人人都认识的明坤啦 哈哈


08年 ~ 希望会享受读书的乐趣吧 ... 毕竟在今年年尾，就会出去traininG。如果做工做得好的话，很有可能就停止读书了。